Tuesday, April 3, 2018

Its the small things that matter


The last few months have been crazy getting back from India and trying to set
up a business and still give to Alessia both physically and emotionally and learning to get a work life balance while maintaining my yoga practice as well. 

I never really stood back and looked at what had happened or where I had come from, how it happened why it had happened, but the truth is this path found me. I didn’t find it; it fell in front of me.  
I firstly did my yoga teacher training for me, not to teach other people, i wanted to further my knowledge and practice. I didn’t see this as a career for me, I had further study to do, and Yoga would help me physically,emotionally and financially 
But slowly I realised maybe it was going to be a bigger part of my future then i thought and not just in my own personal life. 
But today I stood and thought my class and looked around and realised I didn’t no anyone it wasn’t friends coming to me anymore and I felt a sense of happiness and achievement. I was living a life true to me. 
This morning someone walked in to one of my classes that had been a role module to me ten years ago when I was going through a rough time in my life. Who had said the right words that had helped me conquer anxiety, helped me to want to really live life. Her words and kindness had meant so much, this morning when I set eyes on her, her kind eyes and beautiful smile, it took me back it made me so grateful of the direction my life had taken and how full and wonderful it was. 
I felt happy yet sad that life had ever felt like that. But I had let me life unfold naturally I had worked hard making choices but not pushing anything and here I was with the most wonderful daughter in the world and working in something that I could never call work, and i thought it really is the small things that matter. With that I smiled inside and continued to teach my class.






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